Thank God for the new boyfriend. It's really helpful for me to have someone to (a) take my mind off of the work shit lately, (b) talk to about said work shit when I need to, and (c) confide in about my being scared to DEATH of all the changes that are coming up in my life. Plus, he buys me dinner and he got me a CD last night because he feels I should have it. (It was Modest Mouse's last album, and he's right...I did need to get it.)
I can't believe I'm going to plug through another 7.5 days knowing what I know, dealing with the shit I need to deal with, and trying to be as devoted to it as always. After the discussion I had with the boss this morning, it's just going to be much harder than I thought it would be. (I'll tell you what, though...if they thought my "attitude" was bad before, they don't even KNOW what they've unleashed at this point! I'm telling people right out that they're misreading things, and that they need to know where to refer to in case I'm ever "out of the office". Because after next week, they won't be able to rely on me to babysit them any more.)
Actually, the thought of that just put a huge smile on my face. Maybe this'll be easier than I thought.